Ever feel that sense of pain where you're being left out completely? It really hurts to feel this way. It's like no matter how hard you tried, you just can't seem to fit in. Walking behind your group of close friends whom you no longer feel yourself are qualified enough to be one of them, whom you'll never be a part of, whom you can't get into their daily random conversations, whom you for ever couldn't catch up with, whom you thought you finally have someone who will be there for you in the first place but honestly, it's the expected ending. The outsider I am. The false hopes I have had. All of these that kills.
Brace yourself. Wake up from reality. Who are the true ones? That genuinely care?
Sitting and awaiting for these tough days to pass by, hoping everything will get better in a matter of seconds, Except its not. Everything is not working out. She was hoping someone could notice her and say 'hey lets talk, dont be all alone.'
I really don't belong, do I?