She laid on her bed, staring up at the ceiling, trying so hard to
hold back the tears that wanted to fall down her face.
Memories of their conversations kept invading her thoughts and all
she wanted to do was take back every single one of them...
have you ever laid in your bed and just cried? because you think you're ugly. because you're always not good enough for everyone and anyone. you've counted all your flaws from head to toe, making yourself feel worse. cried because of all the comments that blurt out actually hurt? cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you. they tell you to stop complaining. that you have it so much better than the kids in Africa, even though they don't understand your life either. you don't want to feel like an attention seeker, so you bottle everything up. around family and friends, you've created this lying smile and people believe it. but then at night time, when you're all alone in bed, the girl who everyone thought was always so happy, is there crying her broken heart out.